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A Confession To MakeI don't think my story is so unique
In fact, I think it's downright common
I met her in 2nd grade
She was good friends with my friend
We said hello
And soon after were inseparable
Fast forward to 8th grade
I just got back from a mental hospital
After a suicide attempt
60 doses of prescription meds
Along with a couple dozen painkillers
I come back
And one day at lunch,
I confess to liking her
More than friends
More than best friends
More like lovers
For 2 years
She stares at me and says simply
"It will never happen. You know that, right?"
Another day comes
She wants to talk
She explains how it is hard for her
To see me like this
Then she says, as tears roll down her face
That we can't be friends anymore
She turns her back to me
Along with most of my friends
Skip forward another year
My then-boyfriend speaks to her for me
She replies to him
How she feels bad for what she did to me
But she wanted me to know it was for the best
It was hard to do, but she did
broken HeartedWell, I found out ,that my friend that I'm in love with, is in love with another boy. It's not like I didn't see it coming. She's straight. But I felt something I never felt bevor... I felt sick. I just wanted to kill everybody in Class -.-'
You can't choose who you fall in love with, but why is life such a heartless Bitch?!
I even cried and cut my self last night. I just felt so lost.
Also, another Girl in my Class keeps interfering. It feels like she's trying to steal my friend away. Last year we had a big fight and that Bitch just took my friend away. Since that day I hate her f*cking face and every thing about her. So I'm not just losing my best friend to some guy, but also to that friend- stealing Bitch!
I felt sick all day and even now I could just cry about it T^T
I even thought about killing myself and finally ending it, but then she definitely win. I will fight!
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